Monday, May 31, 2004


yoz... wat's up man pple... hehe, here's the lowdown on what's happening in my life the past few days...


work.
dotz. i can never complain enough.. just found out this morning that the opening hours of the freaking exhibition will be extended till 12 midnight with effect from tomorrow... and i'm scheduled on 2 nights, including the last. dotz. i mean the events pple are just plain stupid loh, who would want to visit the exhibition @ 12midnight? i believe, many others would rather snuggle in bed than to spend time viewing some mannequins donnin costumes which orlando bloom or liv tyler has worn before... dotz. what can i do to while away the hours at night, when its cold and lonely? picnic? dai di? haiz. better still, talk to spirits. -shutters-lame-

school.
seriously speaking, after being on vacation for the past 2+ months, i am kinda in the not knowing what to expect mode for poly life? cuz there isn't anyone that i know of who is in the same course as yours truly cept mel's gale,jo's sarah and of cuz, CINDY!! hehe. bert u know wat i mean. letters and e-mails are all here liao, so here's the lowdown.

4 June - exhibition ends. (thank god) workin till 12am (dotz)
5 June - recover (singapore idol audition?)
7 June - freshman camp @ temasek poly
8 June - freshman camp @ temasek poly
9 June - freshman camp @ temasek poly
14 June - tp business school orientation
15 June - tp business school orientation
21 June - term commences. (at last)

so ya, as you can see, june hols are extremely packed. but pple esp the pies, i'm always avaliable for meetups! missed ya so so so much esp those not @ aj ie ber kelv an d jo!!

misc.
thinking of joining singapore idol. not that i'm thick skinned or that i can sing as well as nad does, but maybe just wanna "dream the dream". hehe. pple,comments? should i join?

haiz, working extremely long hours tmr. can't wait. -_-'''

posted by the protagonist . @ 11:31 PM


i believe... by diana degarmo... though fantasia won the competition and this IS gonna be her song... i felt that it was diana who truly made the song come alive... though cliched, she blew me away...

-lyrics by boonz- ^_^

I believe – Diana Degarmo

Wooohoooo hmmm

Have you ever reached the rainbow’s end
Did you find your pot of gold

Ever catch a shooting star
Tell me how high did you soar

Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you’re awake

Cause the magic that’s around you
Will lift you up and guide you on your way

I can see it in the stars across the sky
I dreamed a hundred thousand dreams before now I finally realized
See I’ve waited all my life for this moment to arrive
Finally.. yeah

I believe in the impossible if I reached deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacles won’t let the street fall apart
See I’ve got to be the very best shine my life for all to see
Cause anything is possible

When you believe (yeah yeah e yeah)
(I can see it in the stars across the sky)
I dreamed a hundred thousand dreams before now I finally realized
I’ve waited all my life for this moment to arrive

Finally..
I believe..
Yes I believe.. oh oh yeah..

Love keeps lifting me higher (lifting me higher)
Love keeps lifting me higher
I say love keeps lifting love keeps lifting me high
I say (love) love keeps lifting me higher
I say (love) (oh) love keeps lifting me higher
I say (love) love keeps lifting me high

posted by the protagonist . @ 11:26 PM



Tuesday, May 25, 2004


quite glad that the exhibition is gonna end soon loh.. countdown: 9 days.. i know i'm using my blog as an avenue to complain, but haiz, things are jus sucky now.. apparently everybody's not feelin good now.. hm.. to those who are kinda off right now (you know who you pple are), fret not cuz it might jus be jc that's gettin into u.. well dun! continue to indulge in the simple pleasures of life, be it chatting on the phone or double choc ice cream! tomorrow has GOT to be a better day! cuz boonz's here and always avaliable! (dotz, sounds like mel. its all her fault)

watched van helsing with mu cuzzins and shrek 2 with bren babes yesterday. van helsing was so so loh, ur typical scare movie. though it might sound distasteful, truth be told, i was scared stiff at some parts.. and shrek 2 absoultely rocked! ***** out of ***** man! with its many parodies and spoofs, and not forgetting antonio banderas' puss in boots which stole the show right under the noses of shrek(mike-austinpowers-myers), princess fiona (cameron-look i'm a charlie's angel-diaz) and shrek 1's scene stealer, donkey (eddie-i a m a funny man-murphy). it was clearly a winner in its own... (ps i sound like i'm reviewing the movies)(pps eight days, first mag, wateva mag, if you happen to read this and need a movie reviewer, i'm ALWAYS avaliable!)

bren babes seriously also rocked big time.. now that i've started calling him babes, i can't lose it loh.. so he's now officially known as my babes! cheer up k!


posted by the protagonist . @ 9:08 PM



Sunday, May 23, 2004


my best friend.

We sat, holding the telephone to our ears, not saying a single thing to each other.

No, it was not that we had nothing to say but we were indulging in the sort of silence which both of us enjoyed a lot. Like people always say, the best kind of relationship is the kind which both parties have attained a mutual understanding and without a single word said, they can connect their hearts and communicate their thoughts. It sounds romantic right? Wrong. Because this man that I was sitting together with was not my -ah hem- but my best friend.

I no longer try to find words to describe this relationship because there is simply no language that I can use to do so. It is not something that can be fully understood using ABCs. This man who I share mental intimacy with is not my girlfriend but yet he is important in my life. And I only see him like 5 times in a whole year but yet; I dare say we are close. I know that whenever I have problems, he will be the one whom I can share my thoughts with. I am not afraid of showing him the ugly side of me, knowing that however ugly I am, he will still accept me as what I am. He also understands that he can depend on me and I will be the last person who will look down on him. Even if everyone in the world did.

No doubt all the above elements would bring to fruition a very meaningful relationship but we do not want it that way. The chemistry and magic of this relationship is not based on doing stuff but stems from knowing the fact that we have a little place in each others' heart and that is it. That is enough to make me a very happy person.

Many friends gave up understanding this bizarre relationship of mine. Some say that they are green with envy for I have such a good friend whom I can turn to. People can say whatever they want or even call me names for being so close to someone. But I beg to differ. I know that I want the relationship to remain the way it is...

Because he is my best friend and I will not allow anything to destroy the beautiful chemistry between us... Not for anything in the world.

posted by the protagonist . @ 8:03 PM



Monday, May 17, 2004




oh. really?

posted by the protagonist . @ 8:58 PM



Sunday, May 16, 2004


just realised i haven't updated in a long long time... cuz my comp's has been down.. but now ok already lah.. plus got a new laptop and changed my monitor to lcd!!! yeah man!! so well people, dun worry, i'm back and better than ever... i hope.. hehe..

went back to isetan for private sale on 13may.. haiz, completely regretted my choice of not going back there to work loh... for that day alone, i worked from 8.30am-11pm which was bout 14 hours excluding breaks and i got paid S$6.50 per hour loh... SIX FIFTY K!!! hehe... den on top of it still got allowance so all in all bout S$100++ earned that day... which roughly equals to my 3 day salary working at the lotr exhibition? dotz. and somemore time passed extremely quickly loh and the people there absolutely rocks... as compared to science centre... pa bang (hit mosquitoes)everyday... haiz... but since exhibition ending soon right, den so be it loh... :(

14 and 15 science centre and lotr extended their opening hours cuz they have this astronomical carnival to view this two comets loh, which were practically non-existant cuz on 14 it was so cloudy and oo extremely cloudy.. so wat's the point? have to work an extra hour these two days loh.. plus next week as well.. dotz... pple, if you are free on next fri or sat right, pls come down to the singapore science centre... got comets!!! haiz. dotz. -_- ""

tomorrow finally off again... first sunday in a long long time.. certainly lookin forward to it...


posted by the protagonist . @ 12:19 AM



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