random thoughts.

a sudden revelation hit me while in the computer lab waiting for my tutorial to be printed.

some people should just keep their mouth shut at the right time no make that all the time. since you are late for the lecture in the morning and hence have to attend another one in the afternoon when we are doing project, jolly well apologise and dun make it as though if you have done ur research and printed it out. den everything's alright. CUZ ITS NOT.

darn it. this did NOT make my day. :(
posted by the protagonist . @ 12:59 PM






chilling out.

today ended on a rather enjoyable note and i was glad to say that i truly had fun after quite a while. went with the project gang baobei mel mel, manda, kaili, xiuwen, and xueyun to the esplanade area after bese presentation (which we did well!! hehe) for thai express and boy did we pig out! hahas.. blew about $101 in all.. woah..

after that we hopped over to mel's workplace for chocolate fondue and the al fresco area really had a great view! but sad lah, wrong company.. :P still, we had fun didn't we? laughing like crazy and totally no face in our business suits.. and boy wasn't the chocolate fondues huge? and best of all, we didnt have to pay!! hahas.. but still, feeling quite paiseh lah esp to mel mel..

well on the spur of the moment, the gang (minus manda) hopped on the river taxi from esplanade to merlion initially but changed to boat quay instead.. got to see the CBD at night and it really was a sight as we had the opportunity to look at it from a totally different and refreshing experience.. so cool!!










melmelme :P

hm.. after all the spending, feeling rather broke now.. :( hahas.. no worries, shall survive on mel mel's bian dang tmr!! free food (that is if she brings.. :P)

and to xiu.. lets not give up our hopes dear partner in arms.... YES 933/ Mediacorp/ Discovery, here we come as potential djs/news anchors/hosts!!! hahas.. jia you jia you!!

xiu xi yi xia . . . .
posted by the protagonist . @ 11:41 PM





in denial.

major HP spoilers ahead.. so if u haven read, den go read before hitting this page again.

just finished hp6 : harry potter and the half blooded prince after bout 6hours of non-stop reading.. enjoyable book but my only grimace was that i'd have to wait for like forever for hp7... darn it..

and WHY??? why did professor dumbledore have to die????? go to hell SNAPE!!! ARGGHHHHH!!!!
posted by the protagonist . @ 1:49 AM





the big spender.

gosh. i still cannot imagine that i just blew close to $70 of my precious moolah on skincare products from basic beauty at the heerens.. toner, moisturiser, pore thightening cream plus travel size products all in a package... and a colour lotion that's a concealer, foundation, sun block and moisturiser all rolled into one. woah.. what a big spend... gosh.. so himbo.. :(

anyways we finally convinced mel to go for her musicvox audition which we all believed that she excelled in.. hahas.. you go girl!! also, met this guy called jared that is so talented that when he sings, i just wanna keep my mouth shut and not sing. like forever. yea, he is that good..

finally watched fantastic four with gene babes after quite a while, quite ok movie only, considering the fact that i didn't really have any expectations for that.. 3.5 outta 5?? hehe..

i preordered harry potter!!!! whoohoo!! hahas.. gonna get it tomorrow.. hehe so excited!! :P can't wait..
posted by the protagonist . @ 11:43 PM





the awakening.

seriously, i have come to the point that i have no idea what i have been doing for the past sem. time just flew by and i do realise that there is a urgent and pressing need for me to buck up on my studies and project to do as well, if not better than last sem. haven't been doing well in the online quizzes and really, i mean.. must do well lah!! ah bish! gosh. that is bad... -shakes head- must start cheonging.. like now.. HAIZ..

random thoughts...

went singing with mel and xiu and kai li the other day.. or rather, went to a concert.. hehe.. with mel as the star.. this girl really can sing man.. woah... haiz, i'm ashamed of myself.. must learn!! den can sing better with her next time.. hehe..

wanna watch shows again! fantastic four anyone? anyways this summer like not a lot of nice shows leh.. hm... money money money!!!!

hope CYA is gonna continue and meeting ms quah soon to discuss its prospects.. -keeping fingers crossed..-

and did i mention that mel is a really really really good singer? whoohoo!! go girl!!

posted by the protagonist . @ 12:10 AM





independence day.

tmr's the 4th july, a day when americans celebrate their freedom, their country, their love, which basically means nothing to me. hah. well seeing that 4th july is also the first day of my hols, hm.. maybe it does mean something.. wateva.. hahas..

wanted to go to bangkok with mel, amanda xiuwen and some and even got it down to the fine details, like flight and hotel.. haiz.. but really should have considered the timing and its appropriateness for now isn't really like a good time to go celebrate when there's nothing to be joyful for.. so at the advice of my everknowing mom, i've decided to work at her office, bering her secretary, as though i haven't got enough of paperwork. haiz.. but the pay's good, hours' flexible and considering that i get $400 for less than 10days of work, i'm not complaining.. I NEED THE MOOLAH!! hahas..

also, recently i've felt the urge to work part-time, partly also because half the school's like working on sentosa but i'm NOT gonna work there, though the guys at sky tower think that i'm perfect for fort siloso tram host... -.-'' i'm not. though i'm rather tempted by the pay -$7/hour.. hm.. hahas.. but still, wanna work in the airport... :( so gonna be calling a no that annqi gave me.. try working at times newslink? cool!! got books somemore! and flexible hours! i'm smitten. :P

quite a lotta stuff to do duing the break also, ig meetings, bus graduation, and have to contact CYAs for the award ceremony next wed.. hm.. busy busy.. but got more seal points.. and can get work done during my stint at mom's office.. hehe.. talk about killing 2 birds with one stone. that's a lotta birds that i can kill.. hehe..

IAN!! if you are reading this, better come back from perth during ur break to see me!! and buy aussie stuff ok? missed ya loads! (or rather, miss the things that u are gonna bring for me..)

haiz, realised that lotsa pple around me are either happily in love, or are falling in love.. EXCEPT ME.. why why why??? hahas.. but still will be strong! and continue to find solace in nora roberts and nicholas sparks.. :P, gosh i'm such a sucker...

sometimes love just ain't enough - stefanie sun

I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.

And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place and
I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
posted by the protagonist . @ 1:27 AM

random thoughts.

a sudden revelation hit me while in the computer lab waiting for my tutorial to be printed.

some people should just keep their mouth shut at the right time no make that all the time. since you are late for the lecture in the morning and hence have to attend another one in the afternoon when we are doing project, jolly well apologise and dun make it as though if you have done ur research and printed it out. den everything's alright. CUZ ITS NOT.

darn it. this did NOT make my day. :(
remembered by the protagonist . @ 12:59 PM






chilling out.

today ended on a rather enjoyable note and i was glad to say that i truly had fun after quite a while. went with the project gang baobei mel mel, manda, kaili, xiuwen, and xueyun to the esplanade area after bese presentation (which we did well!! hehe) for thai express and boy did we pig out! hahas.. blew about $101 in all.. woah..

after that we hopped over to mel's workplace for chocolate fondue and the al fresco area really had a great view! but sad lah, wrong company.. :P still, we had fun didn't we? laughing like crazy and totally no face in our business suits.. and boy wasn't the chocolate fondues huge? and best of all, we didnt have to pay!! hahas.. but still, feeling quite paiseh lah esp to mel mel..

well on the spur of the moment, the gang (minus manda) hopped on the river taxi from esplanade to merlion initially but changed to boat quay instead.. got to see the CBD at night and it really was a sight as we had the opportunity to look at it from a totally different and refreshing experience.. so cool!!










melmelme :P

hm.. after all the spending, feeling rather broke now.. :( hahas.. no worries, shall survive on mel mel's bian dang tmr!! free food (that is if she brings.. :P)

and to xiu.. lets not give up our hopes dear partner in arms.... YES 933/ Mediacorp/ Discovery, here we come as potential djs/news anchors/hosts!!! hahas.. jia you jia you!!

xiu xi yi xia . . . .
remembered by the protagonist . @ 11:41 PM





in denial.

major HP spoilers ahead.. so if u haven read, den go read before hitting this page again.

just finished hp6 : harry potter and the half blooded prince after bout 6hours of non-stop reading.. enjoyable book but my only grimace was that i'd have to wait for like forever for hp7... darn it..

and WHY??? why did professor dumbledore have to die????? go to hell SNAPE!!! ARGGHHHHH!!!!
remembered by the protagonist . @ 1:49 AM





the big spender.

gosh. i still cannot imagine that i just blew close to $70 of my precious moolah on skincare products from basic beauty at the heerens.. toner, moisturiser, pore thightening cream plus travel size products all in a package... and a colour lotion that's a concealer, foundation, sun block and moisturiser all rolled into one. woah.. what a big spend... gosh.. so himbo.. :(

anyways we finally convinced mel to go for her musicvox audition which we all believed that she excelled in.. hahas.. you go girl!! also, met this guy called jared that is so talented that when he sings, i just wanna keep my mouth shut and not sing. like forever. yea, he is that good..

finally watched fantastic four with gene babes after quite a while, quite ok movie only, considering the fact that i didn't really have any expectations for that.. 3.5 outta 5?? hehe..

i preordered harry potter!!!! whoohoo!! hahas.. gonna get it tomorrow.. hehe so excited!! :P can't wait..
remembered by the protagonist . @ 11:43 PM





the awakening.

seriously, i have come to the point that i have no idea what i have been doing for the past sem. time just flew by and i do realise that there is a urgent and pressing need for me to buck up on my studies and project to do as well, if not better than last sem. haven't been doing well in the online quizzes and really, i mean.. must do well lah!! ah bish! gosh. that is bad... -shakes head- must start cheonging.. like now.. HAIZ..

random thoughts...

went singing with mel and xiu and kai li the other day.. or rather, went to a concert.. hehe.. with mel as the star.. this girl really can sing man.. woah... haiz, i'm ashamed of myself.. must learn!! den can sing better with her next time.. hehe..

wanna watch shows again! fantastic four anyone? anyways this summer like not a lot of nice shows leh.. hm... money money money!!!!

hope CYA is gonna continue and meeting ms quah soon to discuss its prospects.. -keeping fingers crossed..-

and did i mention that mel is a really really really good singer? whoohoo!! go girl!!

remembered by the protagonist . @ 12:10 AM





independence day.

tmr's the 4th july, a day when americans celebrate their freedom, their country, their love, which basically means nothing to me. hah. well seeing that 4th july is also the first day of my hols, hm.. maybe it does mean something.. wateva.. hahas..

wanted to go to bangkok with mel, amanda xiuwen and some and even got it down to the fine details, like flight and hotel.. haiz.. but really should have considered the timing and its appropriateness for now isn't really like a good time to go celebrate when there's nothing to be joyful for.. so at the advice of my everknowing mom, i've decided to work at her office, bering her secretary, as though i haven't got enough of paperwork. haiz.. but the pay's good, hours' flexible and considering that i get $400 for less than 10days of work, i'm not complaining.. I NEED THE MOOLAH!! hahas..

also, recently i've felt the urge to work part-time, partly also because half the school's like working on sentosa but i'm NOT gonna work there, though the guys at sky tower think that i'm perfect for fort siloso tram host... -.-'' i'm not. though i'm rather tempted by the pay -$7/hour.. hm.. hahas.. but still, wanna work in the airport... :( so gonna be calling a no that annqi gave me.. try working at times newslink? cool!! got books somemore! and flexible hours! i'm smitten. :P

quite a lotta stuff to do duing the break also, ig meetings, bus graduation, and have to contact CYAs for the award ceremony next wed.. hm.. busy busy.. but got more seal points.. and can get work done during my stint at mom's office.. hehe.. talk about killing 2 birds with one stone. that's a lotta birds that i can kill.. hehe..

IAN!! if you are reading this, better come back from perth during ur break to see me!! and buy aussie stuff ok? missed ya loads! (or rather, miss the things that u are gonna bring for me..)

haiz, realised that lotsa pple around me are either happily in love, or are falling in love.. EXCEPT ME.. why why why??? hahas.. but still will be strong! and continue to find solace in nora roberts and nicholas sparks.. :P, gosh i'm such a sucker...

sometimes love just ain't enough - stefanie sun

I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.

And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place and
I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
remembered by the protagonist . @ 1:27 AM

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