Sunday, April 30, 2006


beginning of the end ?

sem 3.1 has finally begun and seriously, i was anticipating it with mixed emotions. on one hand i couldn't wait for it to commence, on the other was of cuz, the perks of sleeping like there is no tomorrow. bah!

lots of loose ends to tie up admist the lectures and tutorials this sem and there's the frantic rush for sip that's on everyone's agenda these days. frankly speaking, i was rather disappointed at the variety of placements offered. till now, there isn't a single one that really caught my eye, "like die die must go" but there are a few that's like, "not bad, can try.."

the point is, for my internship, "not bad, can try.." just ain't gonna cut it.

sharks.

posted by the protagonist . @ 2:06 AM



Tuesday, April 18, 2006


emptiness . void .

was hunting for my hp box when i chanced upon my barang barang box titled, well, "barang barang" in it were memories of times gone by, where the world was simpler and i was well, happier? cuz there was you.

chanced upon the letters that you would send me without fail every christmas and birthday and emotions welled up, despite me not wanting so. so how is it that we have drifted so far apart when we were practically inseparable in secondary school?

is it the fact that we are no longer in the same world, with you in jc while i went to poly?

is it the possibility that we are to busy with our lives to stop and catch up?

is it because we no longer cared?

that i can assure you is not the case, for my heart always skips a beat whenever i see your name in my inbox folder, even if its just a forward message. thanks for taking the effort in a little way to let me know that you are well and you wished me the same....

love always, my dearest fren.

posted by the protagonist . @ 12:43 AM



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